Why is it?

Why is it when I remember your touch I weep like a small child?

Why is it when I recall al the times we spent together I cry?

Why does your image haunt me?

Why do your words linger in my brain?

Why do your eyes look into mine as I close mine when I sleep?

Why does your chest heave as I lay mine on my pillow?

I can’t help but wonder if you think about me?

If you think about all the time spent with me?

If you think about all the words that you said to me

If you know what you did when you rejected me!

How much it hurts to be alone in this world

How much it hurts to think of you now that you are away

It hurts even more than when I was not here

It breaks my heart to think that you never loved me

It tears me from the inside that you will never feel

The way I did when you held me.

It kills me, and I can’t take it anymore

It hurts me so

To think of you now

To think of all the times that might be

To dream about all what could have been

But will never happen now that we are alone

Know that I will always love you

And that there is no one in the world for me but you.

And I hope you realize that

In time we are for each other,

And you will get the guts to tell me

That we belong together.